if the world listened to more abba, i'm almost positive there would be less violence.

so its almost that time. i have a week left of school until my break. i HOPE to make it up to edmonton for a couple of days, i'm going to talk to my mom and my friends about it tonight, but yes. nothing much is really new, winter just brings laziness and lacks the incentive to get out of bed.

three handcuffed men.
a policeman, gun in hand ready to attack.
i wander by, glance in for the action.
nothing nothing move on.
the t3s numb the cold and negative thought.
i unleash myself in the four string glory.
tea, night, bed. goodnight

the more i play it the better it sounds,
it cries when i leave it alone.
silently it waits for me,
or someone else i suppose.
...this old guitar.

its weird how a coffee, sunglasses, a mall and the roasterie together in one night, mixed with preston, a dallop of kasey and a dash of katelyn can bring me back to reality.

and again ladiese and gentleman, i have found myself in that never ending dark hole. november 22, i feel as though there was some kind of significance to this day. but back to my sad sad story, as much as i hate to let these little things get me down, im tired of being an emotional punching bag to those around me. they speak however they please, ( Read more... )

this week was....boring. halloween was lame, and it ended in a huge mess in my house, including puke from a drunk marilyn monroe. monday, before halloween, mushrooms, so i basically wanted to run into oncoming traffic all week in hopes of breaking both my legs so i woulndt have to leave my bed for months, just sit at home, eat, become a fat slob ( Read more... )

winter played a trick on us. last night was weird. i feel self conscious around people, everyone, my friends, my enemies, and complete strangers. but having a feeling of self worth isnt always the strongest point of most females i guess. females growing up with a dominating father and a giving mother. i've been in psych class for too long. today i ( Read more... )

so thanksgiving, it was realy nice. my mom and i had this cute little turkey, massamo came over with a $600 bottle of wine, which was beautiful and we had ourselves a nice little feast. afterwards we ewnt to sleep and at around 11 our gay neighbour dean comes a knockin at our door, drunk and in the mood to party. so we went to twisted element. ( Read more... )

friday and saturday i worked. but friday night bailey and sachel came over, we got really drunk and had a good time, fuck they're such nice people. i have them at my house, they dont cause destruction, they dont ween dope of me, and the bought hte fucking beer. i love them, i dont know, i know that shouldnt matter but its so nice to hang out iwth ( Read more... )

Another boring day at Crescent Heights. Mike and Matt came. Oh! and during photography kim and i left while hte teacher was in the dark room and went across the street from the school in this bush and we got soooo baked it was sweet. then matt kim and i went to the fortress and smoked more dope. its really sthitty that we cant go to the church ( Read more... )