Ive seen various people having a bit of an f'list rant so thought Id jump on the bandwagon and in the 1 year Ive been blogging, I havent moaned much lol
First of all, Id like to say that I like everyone on my f'list. Always have, always will. Some I like more than others, some I know more than others but recently Ive started to question whether some of these friends actually give a shit about me, my life, my feelings etc
I cant stand people who say things but dont mean them. They dont stand by what they say. Talk is cheap!
I hate it when something is upsetting me so I post about it (not wanting or expecting sympathy, but just to rant) and all I get back is "me me me", especially when Ive been there for them when they have had problems and Ive got problems of my own but I listen and talk to them! Offer support!
Worst of all, I hate it when these friends keep things from me. No, its none of my business but they share it elsewhere with other people (people who "supposedly" arent as close as I was)... but not me! Even though they KNOW Id be interested. Makes me feel like a true friend!!!!
Ive had some good luck recently and would have loved to have shared it with the people I thought were close friends but why should I? These certain people share fuck all with me and do I trust them enough anyway!
I do value the friendship of the majority of my f'list! Sometimes I can post and the people I least expect will comment to show their support, opinions, help (like my "dilemma" post) etc and Id like to thank those who still give me the time of day. Hopefully you will know who you are and *HUGS* to you all!!!!