Sep 01, 2005 22:08
I went to the mall with Emily today.
It was fun.. and then I saw my ex
Ever since he dumped me I have done my best to avoid seeing him and her together
It worked until today.
I smiled, He introduced us.
They walked away holding hands
I walked away crying.
I'm sick of lying to myself,
I'm not over him.
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*hugs*
Boys are stupid.
-♥-
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Its just so stupid, He was such a jerk but I still love him?!
I ask myself why and I cant figure it out.
You should not be saying sorry to me,
I should be saying it to you.
I just read your last post. I am so sorry.
That is so unfair thats happening to you.
You do not deserve that. Everyone wants to have a child of their own.
But ya know, If you adopt a child, You will feel twice as good.
You will have a child to love and be proud of, plus you are saving them.
If you find out anything new, let me know. Im really worried about you being so sick and now this.
I love you alot ♥
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thanks, it is unfair. But I've always wanted to adopt a kid. Especially one from China. I have come to the conclusion that maybe I'm suppose to save a certain kid and that's why I can't have my own. But I'm not going to say that a little part of me isn't gone because I can't have my own kid. A big part of me is gone and I feel worthless. I dunno. it's just a really weird feeling.
I'll let you know
thanks for being there =]
Love you!
-♥-
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Boys suck.
If you can find
one really good guy,
hold on to him because
there's not alot of
guys like that.
Feel better. I hope
your alright.
x3
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well you know what i dont know if its helps you cant help it who you like and who he likes
and theres someone out there for everyone
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