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i suck at staying in touch with people, mostly my family. I'm so good at ruining relationships and cutting off important people. today i realized how much this effects me.
i don't even know what this is or how it got here or where its going...actually i have a good idea on where it is going:
it all makes sense now...i don't know how i missed it...i thought it was stronger:
i'm so proud of him and i hope he remains in my life forever, through all this mess:
he's so angry and disappointed in me that i don't even know where to begin to fix it:
he needs to grow up and she gives me a reality check everytime we talk:
she still looks up to me, i haven't had the chance to disappoint her:
i am so worried for him....how did my brother do this to him:
i dont know how she is going to do it:
this one i worry about so much:
she is the bestest person and bestest friend i could ever ask for:
this is just the tip of my failing relationship ice berg. 2 points me.