I've come to the proactive conclucsion that I will NOT let this place depress me any longer. You know what? This place fucking sucks. You know that, I know that; end of story ( Read more... )

They probably thought the decorations in the headquarters building would cheer us up, but really, it's just like a slap in the face ( Read more... )

News spreads too fast around this place. Everyone knows I threw up all over myself in class today. Embarressing! Everyone is real nice about it though and keeps coming in to ask if they can help me out. Very sweet. I get to go to sickhall in an hour, which I am estatic about. Maybe they'll just let me lay down for a while. I still feel pretty ( Read more... )

In forty five minutes I have my last Science GR for the semester. Fairly exciting I guess. Everyone else is studying frantically, but not me. I know what I know and what I don't, I don't. I don't really plan on learning anything ground breaking right before I walk into the test...who cares ( Read more... )

Was home this week. Wasn't all as magical as I had hoped. I still had too much of this place in my system. Now I'm back, and it feels like I've never left. I already have that knot in my feeling like I've made some huge mistake ( Read more... )

Remember that episode of the Golden Girls where Blanche stays up all night trying to write a novel and she goes into the kitchen, seeing egg yokes in a plastic bag (Rose was making scrambled eggs; she wanted to be helthy and only use the white part, but she didn't want to be wasteful so she was saving the yolks for the homeless), she dangles them ( Read more... )

What can I tell you that you don't already know ( Read more... )

My oasis in the desert ended up being a mirage. It wasn't even intentional deciet. It was my own hopeful vision.

I feel like such a fucking idiot.

So, life has been really, really good lately ( Read more... )

Chemistry final in exactly 24 minutes. I'm scared shitless. I would feel a lot more confident if I would have memorized the polyatomic ions. Oh well. There isn't really anything I can do now ( Read more... )