but it’s just your attitude, it’s tearing me apart...it’s ruining everything

im such a fool for you

the other day i dropped a glass and stepped in it
last night i fell on a speaker bruised my leg
sprained my wrist probably
my stomach is killing me, and i mean it
skin looks disgusting to stress
school tomorrow, introvert resumes

everytime i start to forget about you, you come back.

damned from the start

i would get sick right before new years eve and right before school starts..

get off my world.

seriously!!!!!!!! i feel like youre going to wear my skin as a suit someday soon.

every time i think you're gone you keep coming back

seriously can things just end? can summer just come? i am so tired of having to be doing something constantly. i don't mind working, but fucking writing essays all the time sucks. and applying for scholarships that i don't qualify for is pointless, because even if i write the best 4,000 word essay out of a million kids, i'm still not a poor black ( Read more... )

this is a reminder for myself:

go to sxsw next year.

summer is soon, graduation is soon, college is soon, living with scott and jessica is soon.

4 more days till i get paid, then it's dim mak city babyyyyyyyy. going to school is highly overrated, it's better to spend your mornings opening packages full of nike dunks and cobraturkey shirts. my neighbor called me this morning and told me to turn down the music because i was basically having a rave in my house with the windows open. then i ( Read more... )