On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

i found a job today. the interview was damn quick and easy. i actually managed to come out with decent answers to the interviewers questions. totally surprising because i absolutely loathe interviews. i never know what to say and i am the queen of awkward nervous puddledom. i take pride in my work but damn i hate talking about it. i start tomorrow ( Read more... )

san francisco is lovely. i need a job. angie should come home from her's. my finger tips are purple with cold. maybe i should put on some gloves.

i will be living in san francisco once again beginning in two days. this makes me happy and makes the moving process slightly more bearable. i just wish my fucking kitchen floor would cooperate so i can get my deposit back. why must i always be lured by bleach's pretty little promise only to be let down later when it eats away at or stains the ( Read more... )

1. i just found out angie is coming down again for yet another dentist appointment early next week. yay(only a bit less yay because of the whole dentist thing ( Read more... )

i'm getting out of this small and stifling town soon. le wife and i did the typical uhal thing and moved all of her stuff and some of my boxes up to our new san francisco apartment about 2 weeks ago. i won't officially move in until the beginning of october. i'm still working on getting transferred but it's looking a bit bleak. oh well, i'll get a ( Read more... )

wow, it's been a while. i read my friendslist regularly but i never respond. i'm sorry. writing anything has been difficult. this has been difficult. i've thought about writing so many things and never took action. i'm kinda happy with life. i'm not quite sure how i got here, yet here i am. i'm waiting to wake up and say something about dreaming ( Read more... )

i wanna move back to san jose. i can't, unless i quit my job or wait about a year, but oh how i miss it. i'm not quite sure i want to move back downtown, though living within 10 blocks of 4 vegetarian restaurants was certainly nice. i got to visit over the weekend and my god, i was in the greatest mood. i was so fucking giddy. i miss my people so. ( Read more... )

i'm annoyed with so many things right now and oh lawrdy, am i annoyed with myself for being that way. i keep ignoring the little things that are most likely really big things that will be uncomfortable for me to figure out and deal with. this is making me get ridiculously annoyed over little tiny things that really are little and tiny. "bottle up ( Read more... )

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ok, i'm done.