so last night erica stayed the night...that was fun...then today we went to the zoo (me, erica, ryan, derek, matt, adam, hillary and matt's mommy) and wow was that ever fun. i love the fact that im so light everyone just carries me around everywhere. hahaha. well they all went over to matts house and i was gonna go too, but i guess my parents dont ( Read more... )

okay, so yesterday i had fun...well, except for when i got derek yelled at and i felt terrible and now matts mom hates me prolly...i kinda let derek drive ma car like, 100ft, and peggy got real mad and yelled at derek, but the thing is, i was doing most of the stearing and gear shifting, it just wasnt possible to trade places...but yeah ( Read more... )

Tino-thank you for cheering me up. You're my HERO OF THE DAY...im excited that we are gonna be pen-pals...and thank you for this song. I really like it. Many hugs go out to you my friend!

True Love Waits-RadioheadI'll drown my beliefs ( Read more... )

im sick of getting depressed. i do not WANT to be depressed. but right now i want to cry . i want someone to hug me and tell me that its ok, and to cheer up. i want to leave my house. i want to see derek. i dont even know if derek wants to see me. i want to talk to someone...tino is online, that kid is cool. i hate AOL...i have this little box in ( Read more... )

...how can it be that something so lovely, could be so wretched ( Read more... )

stole this from ang...hehe ( Read more... )

*sigh* well first ill be happy...last night i did go to the movies with tab and beck, but also ang sam derek and hillary. so we fit everyone in my car. haha funny. i was so happy to see derek again. gosh. love him. anyways, sam tripped over himself and everyone in the theater laughed. that was amazing. haha. so then we went home, blah...i ran over ( Read more... )

*sigh* im so bored. i have to take tabatha to the cheap show tonight, which means no going back and hanging out with everyone *tear*...that also means no derek till tuesday after work prolly. how will i live??? today was kinda fun tho, i wore my big pants that my mom hates. haha. but i was informed that we are not to wear school clothes till school ( Read more... )

gosh...today started amazing...one word...Derek...*biggest smiles* derek makes my day everytime i see him. well then i went to work, things went down from there...im so tired, i am gonna die. betsy was gonna stay the night but her mom wouldnt let her bc shes bin sneezing a little bit today, so i guess we are gonna hang out tomarrow, im so bored. ( Read more... )

im so bored ( Read more... )