Ryan and I haven't been doing too good. For most of the part, I blame myself. I'm not so comfortable with things anymore. I'm getting really jealous. And then he tells me stuff with Liz happend. He didn't cheat on me. But I guess he kept holding her and holding her hand because she was sad. It upset me the most because it's okay for him to hold a ( Read more... )

Yesterday was simply wonderful. I would re-live it if I could ( Read more... )

I'm in such a great mood today. I don't think anything can bring me down. It came out of nowhere too. I love this feeling and I don't ever want it to go away ( Read more... )

Ryan and I started fighting today ever since he got onto the bus this morning. He was upset that I WAS going to hangout with Weston in town today. He thought that I would let him feel me up and stuff like that. It's immature crap, I know. But it got to me ( Read more... )

I'm finally out of ISS. It feels so great. Seven days is enough to kill a girl, let me tell you ( Read more... )

I got upset with Ryan because I thought he would stay after with me and be with me but instead he decided to go home and swim with a bunch of friends. I know that's an asshole-like thing to do. And I'm pissed off at myself for being this way. I think things are fine now. He should be at CMC, as far as I know. We're still doing fine, I just keep ( Read more... )

Today went by fast. I slept all day, and it was nice. I felt like I was high though for most of the day. I have no idea why. I didn't like it at all though ( Read more... )

Today was actually a decent day. I slept all day while being in ISS. So there's not much to say in that department.
Jennifer wrote me a letter. I wrote her one back with only the truth on how I feel. I think she needs to hear the truth even if it will hurt her. I guess she's not mad at me anymore. But, I knew it was going to be this way. This is ( Read more... )

For the past three days I've slept over Ryan's. I absolutely love it there. It's like home. I never ever want to leave. The first day I slept over Eric, Ryan and I all hung out. We went swimming, and jumped off his roof. It was loads of fun. We then went shopping with Donna at Walmart and stole some stuff. Nothing too big. We ended up coming home, ( Read more... )

I took a nap with Ryan for three hours.
It was nice. So nice.
I was going to sleep over his house,
but we couldn't get ahold of his mother.
I am so content. I want to stay this way forever.