Daddy, daddy, you BASTARD, I'm THROUGH *~

[drown_withme]

Does anyone understand the prospect of dying? It seems really nice. I need to tell my LJ, not necessarily the people who read it, that I'm barricaded in my room... from the inside, because I'm scared my father will kill me or something. I'm not sure what to expect, but that's all right. I just don't want to be crying anymore, and I wish

Comments

[le_tron]

aw rachel, i'd pick you up if we lived closer
hang in there i really want to see you again

[drown_withme]

I'm hanging in here, my friend came and picked me up
and we ate food and made happy-like.
I feel stupid, but I guess I appreciate the support, thank you so much. I want to see you again, too <3

[ocdchild]

I would so pick you up too. But I can't drive. And I have no clue where you live. And don't die. I would really be sad, and I know a bunch of other people would too.

[drown_withme]

Thank you, I know people would be sad
and I take comfort in that fact.
It's just hard sometimes when your father is a verbally abusive alcoholic angry fuck.

:-/
<3 for you.

[ocdchild]

You're very welcome. Though I dunno how long you'd live with my driving. O_O I think we'd have to trade places when I got there.
And I know what you're going through. Not fun at all. I hope things get better for you. I'll be thinking about you.

<3 for you too.

[dimloep_suum]

All I can say is, *hugs*, and stay strong, dearie.

[drown_withme]

Aw, thank you, I love you. <3

[dimloep_suum]

Eee! I love you too, babe.

[pyralid]

I'm sorry, Sweet. I was in a similar situation for years...it can be really hellish, I know. For me, things basically just escalated until my father was arrested for domestic abuse two years ago, and things have been really rough ever since with us living on our own (without his income or anything). It's a miserable experience, yes. Good luck.

Ever need to talk, need a place in New Jersey to stay, etc...I'm around.