Wow, I almost forgot that I had this thing. Well it's been weeks since I've drank and months since I even thought of smoking any pot. I feel so much healthier and I am weeks ahead in my homework, I think this might work out for the best. Thank you bladder infection ( Read more... )

Jesus, I am to the point right now where I feel like there is nobody I can really talk to anymore who knows me. I thought I could talk to my boyfriend. It usually takes a while for me to tell him because I get so scared that he is just going to blame himself (which he usually does). Tonight I called him and I was going to talk to him. I got on the ( Read more... )

Well the usual, life is almost perfect. I got advised today and I'm pretty sure I am going to get all my classes. I am taking 18 credits next year but I don't have any classes on Tuesday or Thursday so that'll be sweet. I need to go apartment searching well first I need to discuss living with Santiago with my parents. I don't know about it, I'm so ( Read more... )

So I'm sitting here waiting for Taos to open and it's damn early considering I went to bed last night at a ridiculous time. I had so much fun though! We didn't think anything was going on at all but then Roger came running out of Elias' room drunk off his ass and we got to play quarters with all of those cool guys! It was fun, I got drunk and ( Read more... )

Jesus, I don't know why I haven't written in such a long time. I guess I just forget every night, huh? Besides there isn't much to talk about. Life is good. I don't drink or smoke as much, I gave up pot completely. I drink maybe once every two weeks, and I go through a pack in a week now. School is perfect, everything I do in school just seems so ( Read more... )

God, life has gotten so god damn boring lately. Nobody does anything anymore. It's frustrating. I'm bored out of my mind, I need a change of scenery. I got drunkish last night and it wasn't really that fun. I'm tired of it all. I don't even want to smoke anything or drink anything. i could quit everything so easily right now ( Read more... )

Oh I had such an awesome Valentine's Day! Santiago is too sweet. He did so much for me, it really was perfect. He took me to Steak and Ale in El Paso and we got lobster and sweet potatoes and I swear it was the best I've eaten in a good while! We went over to Mexico to buy him some cheap cigarettes and me some cheap valium. We were only there for ( Read more... )

Now it's just pathetic how much I don't update this damn journal. Maybe because my life has become boring and monotonous and I don't feel like writing such dribble. I haven't done anything lately. I went to mexico with jo, ruben, and sanitago, then the next weekend a party with johnna and crystal at some apartment, then a rugby party that got ( Read more... )

I haven't been very up to date on the updating the journal thing. It's hard when you constantly have people around you and you don't want them reading all of your thoughts, even though most of those people already do, because they know my journal name. Oh well. I don't make the personal shit public. Well I've healed. Last Friday, Santiago went ( Read more... )

It's Friday night and I am here in my dorm all by myself. Jo is at a party with Dee and everyone but I don't want to go. Santiago is in Roger's room drinking with a whole grip of people and I don't want to go. This sucks. I'm just not in the mood to drink as much anymore. I don't want to smoke either. But I'm so bored not doing it. I'm not having ( Read more... )