I wanna be here for you. I wanna be the person that u kno u can come to when u need to talk. Why don't u kno that already. I kno I'm kinda mixed up in some of my own shit right now. But ur helping me through most of it. N I wanna be here for u just the same. When we talk u act like ur completly fine. Then I read on here something totally different. WTF ? This is really messed up. I'm putting my feeling N shit with you N ur acting like I don't even excist. I feel like a useless friend. Like u don't think you can come N talk to me about nething. That's def. not the kinda of friend I want to be. So what the hell am I doing wrong here?
P.S. You don't deserve ne of this. Your a wonderful person N a great friend. U only deserve the best. N sometimes life blows. But that's why u have friends.
forgive my stupid assdrowning_soundNovember 18 2004, 01:13:25 UTC
im really sorry that i made u feel like a worthless piece of shit. that wasnt my intent. my mind is juss so fucked up right now that i dont know what to do or say anymore. im so depressed at times that my thoughts dont seem rational (but then again they never really did) but anywho im really sorry. plez forgive me. i juss have to figure this shit out cuz its really killing me. my mom isnt helping either. she wont take me to a doctor doctor, she juss wants me to see the chiropractor. she thinks the doctor cant do anything for me but i said that at least she could tell me what was wrong with me. she doesnt have to cure me becuz its pretty obvious that she cant but at least she could tell me whats wrong so i could move on with my life. there is a lot going on in my head (and my body) and i know ur goin thru a lot too so thats why im definitely coming over this weekend so we can have a long thorough conversation about whats going on. im sorry
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P.S. You don't deserve ne of this. Your a wonderful person N a great friend. U only deserve the best. N sometimes life blows. But that's why u have friends.
Talk to me . <3
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im sorry
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