heart ache

[drowninglondon]

i had a long, lovely entry last night about how much pain i've been feeling recently. about how i feel as if my heart and soul took a running leap off of the top of the eiffel tower and landed with a resounding thud in the pit of my stomach. how unbearable this situation feels. that i will never allow myself to be so open to this kind of pain ever

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[islovereal]

I have fallen in love with someone. I never thought that love at first sight ever existed, until the day i layed my eyes on ericka. I never really noticed her before until one day. And from that day on, i knew i was falling , and falling hard for her. I still love her till this day. Even after all the shit. I still love her. shes my first, and hopefully last. I want to be with her and hold her sometimes, but its hard, when we are so far apart. almost in two different worlds. I still feel her around me sometimes. like i sense her or something. i want to cry sometimes, because i miss her so. I want to run to her and grab her and never let her go again, but thats easier said then done

[the_gink]

My car shattered into a million pieces yesterday.

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I will love you even when you don't want anyone else to. I will be there when you think you are alone. And yeah, if it does happen, I will be there to pick up the millions of pieces next time.

What kind of friend and roommate would I be if I didn't?