so i walked over to chris' last night and drank some vodka. i hated it, so as not to feel so dizzy, i tried and actually slept a little. i dont know what time it was when i got up and found myself wrapped in sheets in his bathroom. i felt so shitty, i had hardly 4 shots. i am a pussy. i sat there for probably a good half hour. then sat under the ( Read more... )

You look at me like you’ve been saved ( Read more... )

The "I am so in need of a deviation" survey ( Read more... )

this is nick, he lives downstairs. hes layin on erin's bed

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i am consumed in boredom. everyone i meet everyday displeases me somehow. i guess i expect everyone to be just like you guys at home. and its not going to happen. these people are either really nerdy, really snobby, or really mean. i just cant find anyone to my taste. no one like me. hardly anyone is friendly...or interesting. its not even worth ( Read more... )

From boston, to monica ( Read more... )

its 58 degrees right now. pretty cold and its only a summer night. during the day its not bad...if the suns out it has been around 78-82 degrees. which is perfect for me because you dont have the humid 100 degree miami weather ( Read more... )

just got back from my german class. its 4th semester german so its mostly upperclassmen ( Read more... )

i am soooooooooooo tired. my feet hurt!!! i have gotten no sleep since VMA rehearsals started. today we finally did some work with the water..im gettin kind of sick of being with andreas soly keke dennis and matt all day lol. theyre all sleepin over (except for dennis whos pimpin it at the hilton with the a-list) again. the hurricane destroyed my ( Read more... )

i leave saturday sept. 3 at 8 am. start BU on sept 6. ive been cleaning out my room and throwing away a lot of clothes and gadgets. ive been shopping for new clothes and gadgets too. so this leaves only 15 days really to hang out with andreas and my friends. its so unreal ( Read more... )