I know your name, I know your skin...
Everything feels like it has just randomly, quickly changed. Slightly, but enough to change. I feel different. I feel happy, but somewhat subdued. I feel like i know so much more, and i haven't really learned anything.
Like some sort of subconcious revelation but without the whole euphoric reaction i usually get. Like it is just coming up behind me and slowly covering my eyes, but revealing something. Like the reality, the life that i have been looking at was a mask, and this hand that is taking that vision away is actually revealing what is real.
Starting new? Is it one chance to start new...to start how i am supposed to be? Because who i am is just a slighted stranger.
I've been sitting on the same computer chair for about 2 hours. And i can't get over this feeling of normality, but of a different normality.
Something has changed.
Something.