Closed doors of a soul in Pain

Itching around the other side of madness
Reaching around a pillow's wings
to grab this solemn dream.
Obstruct is this eye of a simple mind.
Blinking away the tears,
of a life so simple
of a mind so ditraught
that a smile cannot hide all the fears.

( more poetry )

I hope that I get to hang out with Amber today. I was uber sick yesterday, so I just went to bed :P so clal me amber! *pokes you*

I now have a new goal in life... and that is to conquer the "PLATINUM SPORK OF DOOOOM"

Today is but another day
to wait in anxious hurt
of what might say the mouth of clouds
to the dying earth below.
Around a danger's cooling gaze
the icy words break through the haze
to kill my dreams in sweetness praise
This day to end all days.

so last night was definatly an adventure. First off, I need to star by saying that I haven't been able to concentrate on ANYTHING since I got back from California. I don't get it ( Read more... )

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as much as I wasn't too keen on the 11 hour drive there and back, I had a ton of fun. Got lost in Pasedena on the way back though... :P

I am going to cali for the weekend.
Wish me luck.

( jen jon and amber )

a guitar strums and I am still in a state where noone is real and nothing is kosher.
maybe I just didn't get enough sleep last night :):):):)