i'm going to fail my AP classes, i really am. it's almost 10. i need to study. that's what i'm doing now.

AHH!!

everybody's gone now and this time next year i'm going to be living 12 hours away from here. god i miss everybody being around so much. i hate the thought of not being around. i hate this all

fair is tonight, no one is going to be home. hopefully going tomorrow and saturday. i'm bored. need to go visit with my family. my granddad and great uncle came up for a bit so i will visit them.

<3s

i found the pair of boots i would love to wear. but i don't have $1,090 to spend on a pair of manolo blahnik boots. but god i wish i did.

i have never been so emotional in my entire life. i can't decide wether to sit down and cry or beat the hell out of something. or both maybe, i don't know. i'm hungry and the thought of food makes me want to be sick, i want to talk to someone but i can't imagine having a conversation with anyone, i want to go somewhere but nowhere seems worth it.

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yay i'm going skating monday. should be fun, i'm excited.

it's funny how things turn out ya know. i'm consistently amazed at how you get so randomly down and then for no reason at all you feel great. i guess that's life though. i need to talk to mr. hobbs about getting another DCI ticket and talk to the boys about who all is going and how they're all getting there. i hate having to work out details, i ( Read more... )

we've got drill on the field. how crazy is that. this is the second day we've put drill on the field. i just wish we were worried about the quality of things. i mean, we can't even make a straight line yet ya know. but i'm still excited about it. i'm not even extremely tired and i actually have an appetite. which is extremely unusual for after band ( Read more... )

ahhhh. i'm about to go completely crazy. i'm hoping that i can possibly see or talk to my boyfriend in the next, i don't know... ever. i guess i should get offline and try to call him again.
---need more friends... so bored... ~gasp~ can't take it... going completely crazy... BORED---

graduation was the other day. what is there to say about that?

i could be all depressing about it and say exactly how i feel and try to say thankyou or that i love you or that i'll miss you. but hopefully everyone already knows that.

mitch almost got fired last night, which i find hilarious. but don't tell him i said that. but mcdonald's is quite ( Read more... )