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anonymous February 5 2011, 13:56:20 UTC
Shizaya, cuddling...

Just any IC fluff. ;__;

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Seconding~ anonymous February 5 2011, 16:02:31 UTC
THIS. NEED. LIKE AIR.

WAAAANT. WAANTTT. >:3

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anonymous February 6 2011, 00:48:56 UTC
"You fucking flea, get your elbow out of my ribs."

"Can I help it if Shizu-chan is so sensitive? Perhaps this will make up for my elbow~~"

"WHY ARE YOU KICKING ME? STOP KICKING ME, GODDAMMIT. ISN'T THAT KIND OF LINE SUPPOSED TO LEAD TO A KISS?"

"I thought men liked footsie!"

"WHAT THE HELL, YOU LOUSE, ARE YOU WEARING STEEL-TOED BOOTS TODAY?"

"I was trying to be more macho for my darling Shizu-chan!"

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note: not-entirely-serious fill above. anonymous February 6 2011, 00:50:14 UTC
Okay, I apparently suck at typing in a subject. Oh well.

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Re: note: not-entirely-serious fill above. anonymous May 30 2011, 02:09:27 UTC
Seconding the comment above~ xD

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anonymous February 6 2011, 03:01:25 UTC
Aha, even if it's not a serious fill, I still loved it XD

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Fragility, Pt. 1 anonymous February 6 2011, 05:20:27 UTC
If you come close enough
For me to fall into the depths,
I'll become a shadow
Wandering the endless darkness

I only remembered the days that weren't granted to us.
You're not here. I know that. I know that.
Sometimes the idiotic flea really manages to piss him off. Well, piss him off and scare the fucking daylights out of him at the same time. It's sort of complicated to explain and Shizuo never wanted to bother with it; he doesn't like having to justify himself to others beyond a couple of words or maybe a sentence.

Izaya was not supposed to turn up on his doorstep bleeding, broken, and quite possibly permanently damaged. That was not supposed to happen. No one lays a hand on his flea and gets away with it. Although, revenge would have to wait because that wouldn't stop Izaya from bleeding out in his doorway and he still had to explain to his land lady why there was blood all over the hall and elevator that led to his door ( ... )

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Re: Fragility, Pt. 1 anonymous February 6 2011, 05:35:50 UTC
*A*

OMG
I didn't know I needed this so much until now...
F5ING! Please don't stop there~ ;w;

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author-anon anonymous February 6 2011, 06:25:25 UTC
Ah, yeah there's more. I don't intend to stop until I finish this or else it will take far too long for me to do so and I kind of don't want another incomplete fill on my hands at the moment.

I am glad to hear that you're enjoying this. Although I don't know whether or not you not knowing you needed this until now is a good thing or not... I have tissues and cookies on hand if you are in need of them.

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Fragility, Pt. 2 anonymous February 6 2011, 06:23:13 UTC
In his chest, his heart thudded heavily and there was a painful lump in his throat. His eyes burned.

He choked when he thought of how Izaya had been before. All of those images that he could call up with such painful clarity that it just made that agony in his chest even worse.

Anger was the dominant emotion that he felt; anger at the people responsible, at Izaya for getting himself into the fucking situation in the first place, but mostly at himself for being so god damn useless. Fuck, if he'd just done something like be there or anything than Izaya wouldn't fucking be like this and he wouldn't feel like he'd just had his heart torn out. He was just that pathetic that he couldn't stop someone he cared - no, he loved - about from getting hurt, nearly killed for that matter.

Heh... I'm more messed up than I thought, falling in love with the stupid flea.Fuck, he couldn't deny it; not when every fibre of his being was thrumming with it. For whatever reason, it was true. But that didn't make the pain any better, in fact, it only made ( ... )

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EEEK! anonymous February 6 2011, 06:41:50 UTC
*GRABBY HANDS*

MOOOAAARRRRRR!!

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Fragility, Pt. 3 anonymous February 6 2011, 09:30:10 UTC
Again, Shizuo said nothing. Celty reached out and gave his shoulder a comforting squeeze before leaving. She closed the door quietly behind her as she did.

Even with her words, Shizuo couldn't shrug off the guilt that he felt. Maybe it was irrational and stupid to feel that way, but he couldn't stop it. His rational side was being overpowered by the whirlwind of emotions that he felt; the sudden culmination of his feelings and the realization of what they meant was still eating at him.

Somehow, he thought, it shouldn't have been turned out like this. He should have spent his entire life in the dark about how he felt for Izaya instead of having it all dumped on him right when there was a very good chance that he would lose him forever.

Life wasn't fair. Life was a fucking bitch, actually.

What was he? Some kind of chew toy for whatever divine power was out there? He was getting tired of being yanked around for some unseen figure's amusement. At least Izaya was relatively upfront about that and at least he had some reason for how he ( ... )

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Re: Fragility, Pt. 3 anonymous February 6 2011, 09:41:47 UTC
;A;

omfg. i fucking love this.
it's killing me so hard, but i love it like burniiiing.
ngh.

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Fragility, Pt. 4 anonymous February 6 2011, 10:50:38 UTC
Even if it had been unnecessary, Shizuo had taken Izaya's bloody and torn clothes to the roof and burned them. He didn't need anymore reminders. It had been both cathartic for him and also had cut him deep to realize just what had been done to the informant ( ... )

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Re: Fragility, Pt. 4 anonymous February 7 2011, 01:29:53 UTC
Beautiful fill, author anon!

And I'm glad Shizuo didn't consider the fact Izaya may have come to him because he wanted Shizuo to be the one to kill him. :( But I'm glad things are slightly fine now! :D

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author!anon anonymous February 7 2011, 02:19:39 UTC
Given Shizuo's state of mind in this fic, it's entirely possible that the thought might have occurred to him but it's just not one that he really wants to think about at the moment. Although Shizuo might hate Izaya and claim to want to kill him, I highly that Shizuo actually has it in him to kill someone in cold blood, especially given the state that Izaya was in when he turned up on his doorstep.

Personally, I think Shizuo is just a big softie deep down. <3

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