hmmm... just got home from whitecastle (yeah it's gross... i didn't choose it...) hanging out with some folks. read through the usual blogs... one had a verse from a song i hadn't heard in a quite a while. that verse kind of seemed liked the past few months of my life... it's ironic, dontcha think? maybe not, but i think so. anyway... so what ( Read more... )

you stole my heart then broke my soul
you made me make a promise
then made it impossible to hold

i know the world isn't fair
but no one deserves this anywhere

i'm barely alive, but still today
i forgive you anyway

and i'm outta here kids. for a long time. my parents said they don't expect me to come home at all until thanksgiving. yeah, so, my mom decided she didn't want me to have a car my first semester of college. that really doesn't help anything. there was a time when i was excited about going to college. now, i'm not so sure. there's the part of ( Read more... )

well, i just got back from michigan tonight... woo. sometimes i just don't get it. i wasn't originally going to go anyway. the only reason i went was because my mom begged me to go. so i decided to be nice and go. and then i get yelled at because i'm not exactly excited to be there. i can only pretend for so long. there's just no winning ( Read more... )

well, i've been crying for about an hour now... yes, you read that right. i know when most of you think of me, you think i'm invincible or something. it's been true up until now. now i've been broken. i wish the pieces could just come magically back together. but that's not going to happen. pray for me.

Luke 12
Meanwhile, when many thousands of the crowd had gathered so that they were trampling on one another, Jesus began to speak first to his disciples, "Be on your guard against the yeast of the Pharisees, which is hypocrisy. 12:2 Nothing is hidden that will not be revealed, and nothing is secret that will not be made known. 12:3 So then whatever ( Read more... )

i am sorry for not keeping my promise this time... you fell and i wasn't there to catch you.

i am not sorry for telling the truth... truth can hurt, but the kind pain brought on by truth is far less painful than the agony brought on by lies.

running away is only a temporary solution. you get tired eventually.

even if you think i'm the worst one ( Read more... )

... that's all i can think to say...

i haven't updated in a while. not that anyone cares. sometimes i wonder how many people actually read this. i got really bored today and in an effort to keep myself from going back to sleep i decided to take a drive. i ended up going to a town called gnaw bone. it was there and then it wasn't. grand total i think i racked up about 120 miles ( Read more... )

so jet lag... yeah, it can make you do some pretty weird things. e.g. me getting up early in the morning. So it was about 4:30 and i didn't know what to do so i just threw on a shirt (i had pj bottoms on alread :P), got in my car and drove. I ended up driving to spearsville and spurnica. Spurnica has a really nice-looking elementary school and ( Read more... )