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Yeah, so it's been a while since i've updated. My birthday was saturday and chris took me out to eat at bertolini's and gave me a 14K gold necklace with diamonds! It was so sweet that i almost cried. He's such a romantic. I know I'm getting mushy, but yesterday I went over to his house after work and ate dinner; we were outside playing frisbee ( Read more... )

Why can't I ever count on anyone?

I'm so excited. It's my first full day in my dorm and I like it a lot. Yesterday we moved in and we had a lot of fun at the luau last night. It reminded me of middle school dances, but no one here except my roommate knew me, so we just danced while everyone was standing around or leaving because they were too cool to have a little fun. I woke ( Read more... )

First of all today has not been a very good day for me. I have been bored out of my mind! I cleaned house and then got on my laptop to find that every web site I go to has a pop up that says 18 percent of my fuckin files are infected. How the hell is that possible when I haven't even done hardly anything on this computer because I just got it in ( Read more... )

Can't wait until school starts. It's going to be great. Too bad U of I doesn't have frats or sororities. Oh, well, chris and I will throw our own parties. I like leave it to beaver, sonic, and red tablecloths. I don't know what I'm saying, i'm going mad........

I love Chris so much. I guess that I have a really strong fear that we're not going to be together. We will. We'll be together for a long time. Everything will be ok. Chris loves me too and that's all I need. We're meant for each other. I love my chris

What is wrong with me? I feel as if I want to cry a lot. It's just that sometimes when I wake up in the morning I just want to cry. I really think that I'm getting depressed. I have nothing to be depressed about. I have a loving family, a loving boyfriend. No one abuses me in any way. I just don't know what it is. Maybe it's the change I'm ( Read more... )