i'm not stoppin' ya heard what im sayin' put tha money in my hand and catch me if you can

[drtysouthparadi]

me and brian are going to look for an apartment today. bay vista is close and cheap. man, my dog is crazy. he's a sweet dog, he's just feral, lol. i let him run around my block.. he always comes back when i call him. his name is inspektor jay :) we found him malnourished, whining.. so we rescued him

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[anonymous]

Hi John

[drtysouthparadi]

i would love to see your baby. it's so hard. we've talked before - about this whole situation.. i'm glad someone cares.

i don't feel like typing/venting my thoughts, right now

but! get a paternity test on alan!

bring your lil' boy over sometime soon.

[drtysouthparadi]

I don't think that your baby's momma quite understands the severity of the situation. Even if you are on drugs or whatever, the judge will just order you to go to rehab and take drug tests, and you will still get visitation. Like I said before, I have been through this exact same situation, and it would be easier on all of you if she would just come to an agreement with you. Alan is a different story... I don't even know what to say about him. I guess it's just easier for him to tell people that the baby isn't his, rather than just telling them that he doesn't want him. He told me when I was in the hospital, going into premature labor that he didn't want kids and he left me there. I called him a couple of weeks later, and told him to just bring my stuff by my house while I was in the hospital, and that I would leave him alone and not have anything else to do with him. Then he tells me, and I quote "Johanna, he's my son! You can't keep me from him!". I hung up on him and I didn't hear from him again. Those words will never