I think you've just made me realise something. I think part of my not being able to deal with the expected unexpected bull shit from work is because of my loss. It's wierd because she is 'home' but if I think back...the reason why I couldn't remember how I dealt with it last time is because I put it in the back of my head yet it effects me every day and I become ultra sensitive to things that to most are not easy to handle but I normally can no problem. I have felt very negative lately and I haven't felt this way for a very long time. Yes your dealing with the same crap and your not dealing with it does rub off on me *nothing bad towards you* but that isn't the main reason for my feeling this way, that just makes it come out easier. Your lucky I'm older. Years ago I would not have sat back to try to figure it out and let things ride...I would have just taken your head off cuz you had a bad day and that would have been so wrong of me...but it is who I was. Thank you for writing this post for 2 reasons...for me and for you. You
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