Nearing the end...
The fights with mom are getting worse. I'm crying over my own weakness, my own flaws. I want to a knife to myself and dig all of that out. I want to rid myself of weakness, I want to stop feeling like a failure. As MUCH as I want that, I can't just simply smile into the mirror and gain the confidence I need to even think I'll stand a chance of
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ANYWAY. She needs to understand that it's not easy for you to get a job, and YOU need to understand that you have to stop making yourself the VICTIM whenever shit like this goes down. Wake up, slap yourself a bit, and stop letting yourself become this "weak" person you're always talking about. The only reason you're like that is because you allow yourself to. If you want to be strong, then start ACTING stronger. It's not as easy as going 1,2,3 but you have to at least TRY. So stop going into this downward spiral of depression and REALIZE what's around you.
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