I keep asking myself what exactly I want in life. Do I want to continue living in this world just milling around, not knowing what to do? Or do I want to reach for the stars and die trying ( Read more... )

Lovely Saturday morning. One of those mornings where it's great to just lie back on a clean patch of grass and watch the clouds float by. I have nothing much to do this weekend, except for finishing up some work. That makes for a brilliant weekend. Perhaps, a movie would make the much needed rest complete.

KNS. This is a waste of time. I need to use my time more fruitfully.

stuck in a rut. in every possible way i could imagine. literally and figuratively. how did this even happen? need to snap out of this soon. otherwise, this is a downward spiral. sliding down into the abyss of one's pathetic self-pity. how did i allow this to happen to me? i shouldn't have let my guard down. it seems like it was my fault. through ( Read more... )

I haven't felt this helpless in awhile....

An end to another chapter in my life.

But a new beginning to something bigger. :)

It's General Election Day 2011 today. I'm excited to vote and am glad to have the chance. Change could be smelled in the air.

I caught you gazing at me at some point, as we were sitting across each other in Starbucks, chatting away. Momentarily, I was just looking afar at the service counter, resting my mind from the conversations we were having. And when I looked back, I caught a glimpse of you looking at me. My heart skipped a beat and I immediately took my drink up to ( Read more... )

I seem to have forgotten that you even exist, LJ ( Read more... )

i should have...

... found a way out?

or maybe not. these days, there is no way out.

I'm now at an internet cafe along Stamford Road, the one Jason used to work at. And it brings back memories of us hanging out with a friend of his, gallivanting and wasting time away yakking about useless crap. I miss those reckless days where I hardly have a care in the world. (Yet, at the same time, I deeply regret not having spent those times in ( Read more... )