You think your in conrol ( Read more... )

Please don't be afraid ( Read more... )

She was the best. The best friend, the best mother, the best aunt, the best wife and especially the best Grandma.When young, I laid upon her lap of love, when I was happy, when I was sad, when I was lonely, and when I was just plain me. She was the one I relied on. She was the one we all realied on ( Read more... )

I do not write for you ( Read more... )

How sweet the smell, of a rose ( Read more... )

Tonight i sat in the middle of a small desert area, I sat to cry. I sat to to wonder and to think. To wonder why it all has to be this way. To wonder why I have to feel this way. I feel so heavy and dead. I feel so alone and scared. Then I walked, walked and walked. I marched until I came to this small little place that used to be a haven, that has ( Read more... )

So much for believe there are good men out there. The one guy I've been seriously interested in likes my friend... figures. how sick and twisted, and not three nights before he confesses this to his friend, he put more moves on me, and - get this- he's still w/ his dear girlfriend ( Read more... )

Capricorn (Dec. 22-Jan. 20 ( Read more... )

Yay! drunk again! Boone's Farm is good and tasty ( Read more... )

Today is my second day w/o sleep, I feel so detached and hazy. I'm not sure if I should like it, or hate it. I simply float around, as if I weren't part of the equation. Feeling like a "lost soul" of sorts. It's an odd sensation being an insomnia.