this is an all time low (again)

[drum_by_ashwo]

is it weird to think that maybe just maybe ur better off alone? that maybe the ppl u call ur friends are just pieces of matter that u associate urself with from time to time? are even best friends just your imagination

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[cozxc04]

aswho,
stay the way you are...althoguh i personally think you should lay off the drugs a little bit, i still think ur a great person..i was contemplating during work today your situation...about how you are a nice person if someone just gives you the time of day...i mean, i met you out of the blue like three years ago, and u were nothing but nice to me the whole time..and u have tried to keep in touch wiht me or have seemed happy to see me whenever our paths cross...regardless of what has happened in the past or the shit people say about you...i think u are nice to people, and that counts for something...true, we all say stupid shit sometimes..lol i am the king of it, but i think in the end peopel are jsut like..ehh, whatever..thats what i have learned this past year

keep ur chin up!

[immaculate2k3]

i dunno how often you read my journal.. but i can't stay i've been through the same as you but i have felt the saeme way and thought the same things.. the only thing i can tell u is maybe u r finding a new you like i said before u have gotten to that height and u have been calming down and now things don't see the same. maybe it is time to do something tottaly different it might give u a new height or maybe have u see how much u enjoyed what u had. Its easy to say ur not alone but people don't seem to make u feel that way(for me this was so) and all i could say was maybe this is how it is or i'm just lonely.. this might be the same for you but u can always talk to me i'll always listen if there is nothing else i can do. but just like cozxc04 said i feel the same way i hope u r able to find what you are missing or what u feel is lacking

Red , old people flower

[anonymous]

Babe I love ya like a sister and I havent even known you that long. You have got to know that and if you know that then you know that their is not one person that knows you that doesnt think you are a great person and your not alone,but you dont need drugs to make you feel better drugs only fuck things up and make them worse.Drugs cant talk back to you and give you advice. Drugs dont help you put on clean clothes when you puked all over the ones you were wearing.Drugs dont go steal books out of dumpsters and return them with you for money.Drugs dont love your crazy ass songs you sing. And drugs dont care about you like your friends.