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[drumlogic]

I just went down and read through my journal some and WOW is it depressing lately!! those who know me on here know that's not me and not my personality. Sorry I know you guys love seeing all the depressing stuff on your friends page there! lol It's just been a long few months here, but Lets try and turn this thing around shall we?

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[apis_cerana]

You should post what you feel like posting :)
I have my moments of down-ness, and I feel comfortable posting on my LJ about it because there are some other folks who do deal with depressive episodes who give me support. When they need it, I return the favor too.

[drumlogic]

Thanks! I appreciate that. I beat myself up sometimes for being down, because I am usually the funny joking one who keeps my friends upbeat and gets them through things. So I feel guilty for being down! Hey by the way, I am going to be mounting several vertebrae today! I am going to make some simple walnut bases and then mount them with brass rods I think. I will take a picture when I'm done. I will probably do quite a few I think. It might take a few days time to let the stain dry so I can use the wax to finish out the bases, but I will post pics when I get through. I want them to kind of have that "french museum" look to them. kind of simple and old looking.

[apis_cerana]

Oh wow, that sounds awesome!! I'd love to see what they end up looking like :)

[curiousmagpie]

This sounds amazing! Post photos!

[xvmoonchildvx]

Mine is a total outlet for when I feel overwhelmed and don't have anyone else to talk to (or I feel like I can't talk to anyone else about it, because it's too personal). 90% of the time, it's because it is too harsh, or depressing, or grief-stricken to deal with out loud. Don't beat yourself up over it. It's your journal! If they don't want to read it, they don't have to. <3

[drumlogic]

Thanks! Where have you been!?!?

[xvmoonchildvx]

Ugh, hiding from the world... I've been working a lot and trying to save up money, and then when I am around a computer, all I want to do is check my couple pages, and then go lay down and read. I suck. lol

[x3k_a_t_ex3]

i usually only post a lot when i have free time or when i can't vent to someone. most times that means is a sad/upset/bitchy post. it happens (:

[drumlogic]

I am bad about not posting for long periods of time. Welcome to my journal!

[black_kitten]

I think we can all relate to that at times.

[drumlogic]

thanks!

[black_kitten]

Anytime.