long time no type...ah, so many things to write, so few hours in the day. let's see...well, yesterday was quite an adventure, i must say. after school i was waiting at the locker for troy like i do everyday, and here he comes, strolling down the hall ( Read more... )

ugh...last night TOTALLY sucked. i don't know what mr. hornilla was thinking wanting to put shining star on the field...whatever. it's over and done with, and we embarrassed ourselves once again. this blows...pfff. god...like i'm not stressed out enough without having to worry about marching band? my application to UF is due october 1st and let's ( Read more... )

col! how come you haven't written of your cracker barrel experience yet???

kyle, james, and i went to check out the UF campus yesterday. it was really big. i can already imagine getting lost the first day. kyle and i REALLY liked the library. we liked the little cage things you could rent out for the sememster. lol. the campus was pretty too. and the freedom felt awesome. but i don't want to go yet. i want to stay here w ( Read more... )

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i wish troy would get home faster. i miss him alot. plus, i need to apologize for being so selfish...i can't believe i could even have thought of asking him to do(or not do, rather) the things i asked him. i can't believe it took me this long to realize how badly i treat him sometimes...i don't deserve him. :( i just want him to come home so i can ( Read more... )

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm having THE worst day. ok, so i go home for a little while today, and i FINALLY get troy off my mind-meaning i wasn't having such a bad day anymore. then mom called and told me to bring joseph down to the hair place so he could get his hair cut...okay. fine. i get there, and she's like, "go ( Read more... )

i feel so sick to my stomach right now. do you have any idea how much it sux to be in your b/f's house, but he's not there? i'm babyitting his house and animals right now, and i'm so lonely. ever since he left i've felt so sick. i'm almost positive it's not healthy to be this dependent on someone. sometimes i feel so helpless without him... :( i've ( Read more... )

yea...i'm "babysitting" ryte now. both of the kids are out at friends houses, so i have some quiet time to myself. i'm not feeling very good ryte now...mentally, not physically. i dunno why, but i wish it would go away. i feel really dizzy, and i lost my appetite somewhere along the way...ever been in one of those moods where you just wanna go up ( Read more... )