have u ever wanted to be alone,and u tried so hard to be alone,but u finally get their and u realize u dont want to be alone.i do and it sucks ass

i miss her..

holy shit , i was just watching tv and they said that there is a tornado in denton.yea , that is where amanda is right now and im freaking out , holy fuck .lol. god i love her so much i dont know what i would do if something happened to her.but im sure shell be fine and im prolly freakin out for no reason

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you now something , there is no greater feeling than that of being in love!

ever wonder why all the good things are so hard , but in the end are so worth it.

a few thoughts for the day

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i love life right now, its so good.eventhough were surrounded by bad shit all the time , there is always one small thing that shines through and makes you happy again.you just have to find out what it is.i went to see amanda a few days ago which was really good.shes so beautifal (holy shit) lol.man it does me good to see her.we went to kortneys ( Read more... )

god there is so much crap i have finally been able to deal with that has taken me too long.so now im done and i feel way better.

yeah my week was crap , lol.i was sick for two days straight and it was really bad.but i think im getting better, so thats good.i think lately ive been worrying to much about like relationships and stuff , and wishing for things that i know will never happen. so i have decided to just give it a break and just not try anymore.lol.its so much much ( Read more... )

have you ever sat their and thought to yourself"what have i done"and realized that your whole life is one big mistake.i have never felt as alone and smakk as i do right now.have i failed as a person?i went to the movies today with amanda and kortney.it was ok.this past week i have felt so strongly about this one girl and i went to the movies with ( Read more... )

today was soooo good.i love music .it is the only thing in my life i actually look forward too anymore.my band is doing good.except our bass players mom is being gay ( Read more... )

im sooo excited, my band is doing so good.im proud of my band cause we got like way better in a very short period of time.and guess what we are playing a show like every weekend in may its gonna be sooo good.i love amands.

sold short at the door in ft worth
7:30 ten bucks
saturday may 1st

YAYYY , i think me and amanda are gonna be ok. i was worried there for a while but now im pretty sure things are gonna work oout!!!!!!!
im so bored i wanna do something.........