I'm so lonely. I miss Joey; it feels like he's been gone forever. After he went to work, he came home and left for his show in Ft. Wayne. Gaige passed out already and Zoe is on the way to Sleepytime Land. I've felt alot better these past couple days. I can finally quit thinking about it...FINALLY. It's over..off my chest. Thank you for listening to ( Read more... )

Might I say that nothing cures a bad ailment like your soulmate and some down and dirty SEEEXXXXXXXX!!!!!!!

I just realized that I haven't updated about Zoe Alekka Roberts' arrival....What a bad mom i am for not telling everyone about our new baby. Anyway, she was born on August 19, 2003 at 2:22 PM. She weighed 7lbs. 7oz. and she is sooo beautiful (she takes after her Mommy!!) She is now two montha old and growing like a weed. Gaige was a little leary of ( Read more... )

There's something burning inside me. I really need to get it out, i've held it in for tooooo long. No one knows...know one has ever suspected. Where was everyone, the people that said they cared and loved me. I think about it everyday and everynight. I'm afraid...very afraid, of what it might do if it's unleashed. But it hurts.

Ok..where was I? Oh yeah, so Jason went home with Kimmy which was fine with me because it was for the better. I really shouldn't have been trying to drive anyway. I guess i upset Joey really bad. He listened to me and Kimmy argue over who was taking Jason home. He didn't understand why i wanted to take him home so bad. Hnestly, I just liked the ( Read more... )

uMM...I don't know where to start. This weekend was revolutionary. Alot of things are going to change between us. Because if they don't I'm sure that we won't make it. I'll start at the beginning ( Read more... )

GET THIS THING OUT OF ME, RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't really know where to start since it's been sooooo long since I've actually wanted to update. The baby will be here anytime now..hopefully SOOON. I'm sick of being fat. I feel like I'm wearing someone's fat suit! I know it's part of having a baby but damn it sucks balls!! So yeah, I'll make sure I post some pictures of Zoe when she gets here ( Read more... )

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Well, I can't say for sure, but I think that all of our troubles are FINALLY over..we might have a house to actually live in. That's right, a real house, on a real street. That we can live in!! Finally...I'm crossing my fingers and I prolly won't be able to sleep tonight, but we'll find out tomorrow. We won't be able to move in until the first of ( Read more... )