I think for this Valentine's Day I'll check myself into a really nice hotel with a pool and spend the night by myself...I'm always alone on Valentine's Day. I'm twenty years old and I've never gotten a Valentine's Day present or date or anything..Oh besides my mom because she always buys me some cheezy card and some chocolate box of candy that I ( Read more... )

Morning sex make Niki vedy happy!!!!

Things are much better now..well, most of it anyway. Joey's with his girlfriend today down in Seymour. So I have the whole house to myself, no baby no boyfriend. Shh...hear that, it's silence. I love that sound. I miss hanging out with MY friends. Joey's always hanging out with his friends and I never get to. He sucks. I gotta go poop. tee hee..

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I think we're growing apart...

HAppy to report that I'm feeling a little better these days. Still throwing up some mornings but on those days I actually feel better. Weird, huh? I still haven't been to the doctors but only because I don't want to sit in the doctors office for hours for them to tell me something I already know. It's sorta getting old living at my moms house. I ( Read more... )

I forgot how much the first three months of pregnancy SUCK ASS!!! Instead of throwing up every morning like I did with Gaige, I get to be sick to my stomach on and off throughout the whole entire FUCKING day..I hate it. Joey doesn't get to feel any of it; well I guess that isn't true because he gets some mad heartburn when I eat something spicy or ( Read more... )

Last night was the first night in a long time we actually had fun, around other people I mean. We went to John's party and seen alot of people I've missed since I haven't worked at AmDoc. Skinny Puppy, I missed your blue eyes, it was good to see you and get to chat for a minute. And Sleeveless- I really miss talking with you everyday, you're such a ( Read more... )

I wish I could say that things have gotten better, but they haven't. I don't even know exactly whats wrong with me. I've had this feeling with me all day. I keep pushing Joey further and further away from me and I don't have the slightest feeling why. I realized that I didn't want to be pregnant again and ever since I've treated him bad. I know ( Read more... )

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