Close to losing something that means more to me then life itself

[drummin34]

Its been a while since i have updated, and its been about a year since i started writing in these. Thinking back over the past year, i realized why i started writing in my journal. It was bc i had so many feelings for kelly at the time and i didn't want to freak her out by telling her everything at once...She meant alot to me right away and i knew

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[lil_baby_gurl24]

I remember the first time u said "I Love You" to me. I thought u were nuts. I was like how the hell does he know itz been like a month er wutever. I really thought i was gunna be like all ur other gurls. Im glad i decided to take that risk cuz if i didnt i would have missed out on so much this past year. I never want to forget ne of the times we've shared. I am sooo excited and looking forward to next year like u wouldnt believe. I'm sorry about you leavin chicago cuz i know u love it there and so do i. But i promise u we will have a blast. And if u dont like it here u may leave. But u are amazing...i love you with all my heart. U are mine...and i am yours....so lets get our lives started together ASAP! muah xoxo x 12