tonight i raise the bar...

[drummingfish]

tonight i raise the bar. i no longer am good enough in my own mind. tonight my mental state of thinking that i am one of the better musicians for my age has been destroyed. i am proof of how far one can get solely on natural talent and personal motivation. i no longer have personal motivation. my eyes have been opened and i cant shade the images.

Comments

[starlitskiesxo]

don't give up, just try harder, you're only 15, you're small, and dont stop with the cancer show either, it will eventually become sucessful.

[anonymous]

Wow.... Well I was going online and thought while I was on I'd leave you a note saying awesome job tonight. It seems though you don't feel so awesome. Hey, the show was good, don't deny yourself the hard work you put into it. You should still be proud. Yea maybe not alot of people came but the people who did had an awesome time so that counts for something. My opinion may not count for much but just thought I'd let you know, nice work. By the way, you were right, I did like Ettison Clio. They had a nice sound. So if anything you made a convert today lol. I hope you start feeling better about everything. Night Andy, Johannah

You are still my hero!!

[breathe4luck]

You did SOOO much better than last years show...you raised more money and had more bands there...I am majorly impressed...don't be so hard on yourself Andy..you are an amazing person even if u are a pretty bad penpal lol...and that's why i love you..I wish i coulda been there for you guys i'm really sorry..i tried. You know my first thought after reading this was...I just wanna give punk a hug!! i miss ya and love ya!

[wheels2fly]

I wish more than anything that I could have been there for you tonight. This morning when I was supposed to be leaving to go get C-tina, I was seriously sick. My roommate specifically told me to go back to bed. Not that you want to hear it, not that it's a good excuse, but it has been the hardest week of college for me yet, and I just needed to stay here

[cars_n_calories]

hey, i'm sorry i couldn't go to the show, i would have rather have been there than at my game. the game sucked anyways. so0 yea.. andy don't feel bad. you are a good drummer, and you will get alot better eventually. good luck ♥

Erica