I'm the coolest person ever.
I'm to cool for everyone
I think I'm gonna go create my own country,
and only people that are really cool can get in
which is basially...
me!

I'd like to present everyone w/ a new diet idea. The Taco Bell Diet. I've eaten nothing but Taco Bell at work for the last two weeks, and have lost four pounds. Weird,huh? Give it a shit, it works.

Boy's suck. I wish I didn't care, but I do. Is it to much to ask to have someone that loves me?

In other news, We are into week two of the Taco Bell contest at my work, and I'm still going strong.

People have really been dissapointing me lately. So much stupid shit, and drama has been occuring that is not neccesary, and it has taken a toll on me. Innocent people are being accused of things, because other people are immature. Lame.

Just got back from 6 days Up North. Which basically stunk because I had a cold the whole time and felt like shit. But I did make $350 at the casino. I miss people...alot! I'm just glad to be back. Call me, I want to see you.

Dont give up on me yet

Life's been pretty alrite lately. Cant really complain. It's been nice to see friends and get out and enjoy the nice weather, except the last couple days, cause its been raining, and I hate rain! Just been working lately, all 10 hours of the week, which is real sweet. The amount of hours I have been getting lately is rediculous. Oh well. Been going ( Read more... )

Why do I try?
Why does it all matter, and why do I care?

Were all just gonna die, and thats it.

Is all this stress, drama, and pain worth it?

I'm so sick of life, and constatly feeling worthless, and like a failure.
I wish there was more to live for than just you!

Maybe I'll give a real (less emo) entry later.

Wow, everything seems so insignificant rite now.

Someone save me from myself. There's so much I'd like to say, but I cant.

-I miss the way you make me feel so cold and alone

-Dont let me let you go, dont leave me here all alone

I got butterflies in my tummy rite now.
CCA is tonite, and Im extremely nervous, but oh so excited.
Pleaze come out.