last night was so incredibly amazing.
it was one of the first times ive just been completely at ease around a band

and not searching for things to talk about.
finally, maybe im growing out of that or something.

i dont even feel like going into any detail
because there are no words that can describe it.

the last two shows i have been to have been
so so ( Read more... )

one of many reasons 
Selling Out
I've been in this band for 7 years. I've been playing in bands sine I was 11 (13 years). I never thought that I would get to the point that I'm at. I always wanted to, but never actually thought I would get out of Queens or even out of the basement. As we got closer and closer ( Read more... )

today has been so much fun.
life has been so amazing.

sarah stole my camera and took pictures all night.

starbucks on gervais <3

ps. i resize my pictures for no one. =]


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i live too fast
and i love too much
and ill die too young
but i chose this cup
that i drank from

knew what i was getting into.

so ive finally uploaded all my pictures
buttttt
all the videos i upload get put in this weird .mov file
and neither photobucket or youtube
will work with it.
so i dont know what to do with joyas awkard gabe video
or any other videos ( Read more... )

sometimes lj needs to be used for funny things ( Read more... )

i feel real lousy.

i just...dont understand.

im probably just worried for nothing.
im probably just
overanalyzing
overreacting.

make me think otherwise.

hey look, its me... from behind.


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i felt like Dorie from Hairstyles of the Damned today.
i have no clue why.
it was a cute feeling though.

just dont tell me this doesnt mean the world
cause my ears would bleed, and my heart would hit the floorthat line made me cry really hard a few minutes ago ( Read more... )

youve changed so much in the past year ( Read more... )