I'm so fucking far away from where I want to be. The news depresses me so much. I've stopped looking at the property and rental pages because it's just so ridiculously expensive. How will I ever afford my own place. Starting at 200k, where in the world will I get 200k. I am fucking earning less that is the average for a graduate. I'm DEFINITELY ( Read more... )

All my life (well my short life so far), I've never had to worry about having enough. It's not that this is the first time I'm realising the privileged position that I'm in, I've been aware of it since I turned 11 and started having best friends ( Read more... )

Where is my key out of this hell-hole? Where the fuck is it?!?

I want Maasdam Cheese!

Sometimes I listen to the mistakes and well-intentioned advise of "the older people" and it scares me. I wonder if I'm falling into the same pitfalls... Maybe I'm much more gullible than I think ( Read more... )

Looking out the door I see the rain fall upon the funeral mourners ( Read more... )

"He wondered how it could have taken him so long to realise how much he cared for her, and he told her so, and she called him an idiot, and he declared that it was the finest thing that ever a man had been called."- Neil Gaiman "Stardust ( Read more... )

It's like I've entered a whole new planet. There are expectations and norms that I'm not aware of. Things that I'm not sensitive to ( Read more... )

How do people live with this ordinary, mundane horror that is everyday life? Every debilitating moment of every single day ( Read more... )

I bought a new hi-fi set over the weekend (what is hi-fi anyway and do we even have those anymore? or is mine a mini-combo... whatever). Anyway I currently have 3 speakers and no reception to speak of. I give up on decent radio. I can't get the only radio station with half intelligent DJs. Great ( Read more... )