I was a photograph of grief, hate, and desperation ( Read more... )

hey everyone ( Read more... )

I sit here scribbling my poetry,
Pondering on lifes complexity,
And thinking of all its beauty.
Is something seriously wrong with me?

Why am I not like other men
Who sit there drinking gin?

What is it about life
That doesnt cause me strife?

Could it be my belief
That we live with all the grief,
In order to experience the joy
That life will often

THE OVERCOMING ( Read more... )

okay remember the poem that was a metaphor for temptation?? im calling that one THE FALL and im writing...a sequal? well actually two ( Read more... )

im gonna use my eljay still but its probably just gonna be to write poems...the only reason im still gonna even write in it is because even though i guess this whole thing is all over i still have so many things i need/want to say...plus i liked having a place to write down my poems/songs

wellll. i guess all this drama is finaly over? *sighs* trying to find the good in whats happend but yea...bad kinda seems to outweigh. especially right now. I pry wont write in here again and if i do itll probly be few and far between. ive changed my sn every1 but dont worry if i want to talk to ya i will...ill never forget this past month, ill ( Read more... )

ugh. i hate this. i feel like crap. seriously. im tired and this just isnt helping and GAR. i cant handle it. im sorry. i just cant. today was horrible. no offense but it was completely boring...like. yea, just blah. and like i just sat there not knowing what to say or do and it just didnt work. yea. u say you doubt everything but u cant doubt ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I dont know what to say ( Read more... )

so i went to co-op today. if you dont know what that is dont ask cause ive grown tired of explaining it to people. lol. anyways it was more boring than usual...basicaly today has been pretty boring over all. but tomorrow im going over to bryans which will be really fun and im staying there over night cause my entire family will be out of town all ( Read more... )