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Well, I'm glad I got all that shit off my chest, but... I'm still depressed and pissed off at myself, and I still want to die. Thinking about it, the last part of Children of Bodom "Angels Don't Kill" sounds accurate about me, for the most part: "My pain is constant and sharp, and I do not hope for a better world for anyone. In fact, I want my pain ( Read more... )

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Well, today was a pretty average day. I fell asleep at like, 6:00 this morning, and woke up at 3:15 this afternoon, and I proceeded to get high... with my cat. She's so funny when she's high, but she was pissed at me. She'd be purring and passed out, but when I'd pet her, she wouldn't look at me. Lol. At any rate, I need to get my friends each a 20 ( Read more... )

D2 Day - December 8th, 2004

R.I.P.
Darrel "Dimebag" Lance Abbott

"Planet Caravan"

We sail... through endless skies... Stars shine like eyes... The black night sighs... The moon... in silver trees... falls down in tears;...light of the night... The Earth:...A purple blaze... of sapphire haze... in orbit always... While down... below the trees ( Read more... )

Wishing on a dream that seems far off, hoping it will come today. Into the starlit night, foolish dreamers turn their gaze, waiting on a shooting star. But, what if that star is not to come? Will their dreams fade to nothing? When the horizon darkens most, we all need to believe there is hope. Is an angel watching closely over me? Can there be a ( Read more... )