I feel like it's easy to feel what I need to feel when I'm drunk. And that's wrong. I'm afraid to look into my own thoughts and memories when I'm sober. That's not how it should be at all. I need to figure out how to look back at my own life -including the shit that hurts like hell- in a sober state. I shouldn't have to be fucked up just to
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There is no way that I can completely understand how it feels, so I won't pretend to identify with where you are. I will, however, speak man to man with you from what I know that I know.
It hurts. It doesn't hurt like shit because shit can't hurt like that. It hurts worse. Part of you died. You have experienced what I believe very few people really experience in love - UNITY. The two truly did become one, and when she passed away, part of the one died leaving you to be just a part of something that was no longer complete ( ... )
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