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[drunkoffnitesky]

i'm in a horrible mood, and have been for the last week and a half. we all know that. whatever. i got really mad tonight. yes, i did. exceptionally. some people just know the exact buttons to push, and it's not fucking cool. no matter what i say/said, i don't give a damn, don't say shit like that. you know how i feel about the night in question

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[outpatient]

no matter how many times you clarify what you say.. saying stuff like you said last night makes me FEEL LIKE A BAD FRIEND when i care MORE ABOUT YOU THAN PROBABLY ANYONE ELSE... almost. i don't let you say things like that without a rebuttle. i can't. getting MAD about things like that just makes ME upset.. and i cant let your anger make me upset. i have enough to be upset about... and i know what you mean by all of this so don't think im screwing it up. i will just leave you alone for a while.

[drunkoffnitesky]

it's not even like i'm blaming anything on you(i know you didn't say that, but i'm clarifying), but i've been in a horrible mood, especially that evening, and that just drove me over the edge. i said to josh in the car, that you probably didn't have any idea why that made me so mad, so, i'm not even mad anymore.

i don't think you're screwing anything up, either. i'm just trying to convince myself that i can actually do this. cause, i'm really freaked out, but, i don't really know what else to do..

anyway, i overreact, and i was over it by the time i got home. i just wanted to give it a little time..

and to tell you the truth, thats good enough.
i really don't know what else to say..
but, i just want to forget about it.