( ) I've Never Been Drunk ( Read more... )

i hate how over the past month and a half or so....every day gets worse and worse...i hate how i cry all the time now and i cant stop...and i dont even know why im crying...i hate how i have to put up a front and pretend that everythings just peachy fuckin keen..when really....almost all i can think about is how to get myself out of this world..it ( Read more... )

so yeah...last night was a crazy night....me, my boyfriend, his brothers, my friend anna, and my boyfriends friend JP...ALMOST went to jail...half the fuckin trailer park DID go to jail...we got lucky though..considering the fact that when my boyfriend, jp and cody were outside talking to the cops...jp had an eight ball and a qp on him. The fight ( Read more... )

i cant handle this...i hate feeling this way and i wish it would stop...why do i let shit get to me?...i wish that i just didnt give a FUCK about anything...and i would never feel this way...you have no idea how bad i wish i just had a handle of vodka right now...that would solve it. over the past few days..nothing can cheer me up for shit.... ( Read more... )

so yeah...last night i went and stayed at my boyfriends house..me and annas boyfriends are brothers...and my boyfriend has his own house...and me and dustin stayed at his place and anna and jeremy went to his...across the street. but yeah...we came for a little bit to make my grandma not be suspicious...and we're staying there again tonight. and im ( Read more... )

AHHH BRIANS OUT OF REHAB..IM SO HAPPY!!!...im coming to humble in two weeks to see everyone..but mainly andy, brian and jana..i cant wait!!!!

the more i think about it..the more i miss matt..and its just like...all of the sudden. over the past week and a half or so. part of me wanted him to be there on monday when i went up to quest and the other part didnt. and he wasnt. but its like...i keep thinking about it and what i did to him was really really really fucked up because i know that ( Read more... )

yep...i went to humble today and went to quest and saw alot of people. i couldnt find everyone i was looking for though but i found ms. shipp and andy and jana..so that was good, those are the main people i wanted to see. Jana came over after she got out of school because i had a doctors appointment at 2:15, and my doctor is still in humble. so ( Read more... )

yeah so things are going good here..i still love it more than anything....partying every weekend and getting fuckin trashed. it kicks ass. My friend Anna lives with me now. literally, my grandma said she could. so yeah..she moved in when we got back from waco. I got a chocolate lab puppy yesterday and i named it copenhagen. but yeah. i love it here ( Read more... )

so yeah. we finally made it back to good ol' sweeny texas. me and anna rode with my mom and we got back at like 3 this morning. so now we're about to go to dairy mart and have a reunion with our people!..me and anna started that becuase we are such fucking genuisses...i cant even spell it..but thats what we are. but yeah..sweeny didnt even get any ( Read more... )