i just got back from haning out with my brother karie and our friends and im fucked up....drukn and stoned offmy fucking ass.......thank you karie and dallas....but yeah....this helps with my feeling all depresed and shit....and tommorow im dfoin it again.

god damnit im so fucking pissed right now...about ALOT of shit...i wish that i could just go hang out with my brothers and dallas and tate right now or something....then i wouldnt give a damn cuz i like being around them. but seriously i dont fucking wanna talk to ANYONE right now...ahhhhhhh ( Read more... )

it wasnt as bad as i thought. i walk into home room first thing in the morning..completley nervous because i didnt know anyone..and then i spotted this girl tiffany who i've known my whole life...we've never really been close or anything but my mom and her mom were best friends in high school and my mom and her aunt are still best friends to this ( Read more... )

so..i just went and registered at sweeny hs..now im at my grandmas. i cried half the way up here..it was just me and my mom. and leaving made me relize how much im going to miss my sisters and my step dad and my mom..although i didnt relize it before..but i still wanna give this a try...i may be back at the semester..you never know. but its just ( Read more... )

yeah so i cried myself to sleep last night...i guess im just really nervous about moving to a new school and what not..where i know NO ONE....well..kinda no one...ive been talking to about five people from sweeny on myspace....does that count?...i dont think so..but at least i will know them when i get there...right?..and then hopefully i'll meet ( Read more... )

yeah so last friday me and jana went and met damian up at splash town..so i got to see him and i was happy....and then today...or i guess yesterday technically...since its 2 in the morning right now..but yeah...him and his friends michael and tommy came down to humble....they werent supposed to be in humble...but owell...he came to see me...it was ( Read more... )

i got to see damian last friday and today and probably will get to again soon....and things have changed because im not moving in with my dad because my mom is like he is never home because of work blah blah blah...so instead im moving in with my grandma...well...mmmaybe but i have to think fast because school starts there this coming thursday.... ( Read more... )

so i hear matt has been asking around for me....and i know i should stop putting it off....but ive just been really busy since i got back and havnt had a chance to call him. im gonna feel bad breaking up with him....but...i just aint happy with him anymore...i mean..i was....i was really happy but i dont know...it just kinda went away i guess...it ( Read more... )

okay people...i NEED a ride to downtown today from like...1 or 2 until like seven o clock....andrew couldnt do it at the last minute...so ANYONE who is willing to give me a ride..PLEASE PLEASE..call me...281 812 9704....where i need to go is only like..a 30 minute drive...PLEASE!

i had fun today...hung out with brian and andy...i missed them..i havnt hung out with them in like forever and a day...and yeah...i know i said i was going to quit smoking cuz of my mom...but i didnt stick to it today....and i probably never will..owell...but yeah just chilled at andys house and watched requiem for a dream..such a good movie. but ( Read more... )