i wish i didnt care anymore, just like the good ol' days...

iv been staring at this screen for approximately 15 minutes thinking of what to write. i had an idea, but i think i forgot i guess ( Read more... )

im thinking about getting another piercing. more specificly on my lip or tongue. i dont know, im asking around to see what people think about it. my parents wont like it very much, but they'll get over it. so anyays, nothing new happened today, wrote jessica a note, kept trying to convince laraine and symone that skipping is 'bad'. sarah attacked ( Read more... )

i saw The Incredibles today, it was better than i htought. it was much better than The Grudge. i just fixed my computer, so i feel accomplished ( Read more... )

Ellen - look, im sorry about everything that happened. i didnt know that you liked me until jessica told me. i didnt mean to go off on you or anything, but i was just in the shittiest mood. its ok if your mad at me still, i understand. but i dont want to lose you as a friend. i make stupid mistakes and im always blind to the obvious. just forgive ( Read more... )

i cant do this anymore. i can get nothing to go my way. i just cant get/keep anything together. thats it, love isnt somehting i can do. never could, never will. i cant describe my feelings in words. i cried today, whats that tell you?

i walked to jessicas this morning.... she wasnt home. met up with steven and went to the mall. we hgung out with his redneck friends, it was annoying. later i met up with matt, jonny, mk and jenna. we ate at macados and the guys left. eventually we met up with jessica. i was so happy. jonny left and me, jessica, matt, natalie and suddenly sheena ( Read more... )

Day 3 with a total of 5 hours of sleep...

I woke up with a gash across my chest and I could not breathe, this can't come with a great outcome. I'm thinking too much about you. I cant help it, your too important to me. I can't get you off my mind.

today was my first real emo day in 2 months, this sucks. matts party was great from what i remember i supposedly made out with 3 girls. i know one was laraine, but i dont remember the other 2. anyway, i had some regrets about that night. i wont write it here, but i guess you can try talking to me about them ( Read more... )