Just had an oh so fun visit from the doctor, sitting at a coffee shop that's closing for good in a couple of hours and for some reason I feel just like this place. Empty and full of memories. I'm too nervous to be ambitious and so I'm melancholy ( Read more... )

What is happening to me?

The magnitude of a heartfelt act when there is so much selfishness makes me cry.
I often feel as though my childhood is something I am constantly striving to recreate much to others chagrin; sometimes however I make people happy. I just want to make the world a better place.

Good
Running
New job
Sobriety
Making food everyday
Playing brain age and learning french.
Ry

Annoying
STILL BROKE?!
Tired
A certain legal matter
5 more credits till AAS

What is it about making a change for the better that people hate? Does it remind them of their own flaws ( Read more... )

I'm cold so I will run.

I need to have money again plz.
New job and bonus catering gig should help that.

I made yummy scones. When will someone invent those tubes where people can travel anywhere?
I think even then people would be too lazy to come over. :)

I try to make you happy but I failed.
I don't think life is a battle I can win.

Ran, came home and cried.
I run alone to get somewhere better but in the end I have nothing but myself and lately I haven't been the best company.

Je suis désolé de vous blesser

Why am I going to school?
The people are great, I love what I do, and to desparately get away from this job.
I can't believe I've worked here more than three years,

It's like living the worst day of your life over every day I'm here.
I'm tired of the madness.

I always feel that on livejournal I can say things where on other blogs I cannot.
Nostalgia has been hitting me with each wind against my face.
I'm 4 credits away from getting my AAS, just 10 years behind everyone else. No hurry though I suppose, I like my life and what I've done with it, I only regret being such a late bloomer.

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