To new happenings...perhaps new beginnings...

Aug 24, 2002 14:47

I finally have gotten a great weight off my shoulders, and the outcome of doing so turned out much better than anticipated. It seems she understands me better than I assumed, And for that I will always love her. Shit is gonna change in my life and I can finally see for myself where life is going to take me. Thanx for being there and ( Read more... )

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davetelly August 24 2002, 21:43:59 UTC
I am not going to even pretend I know what is going on in your head. I am just going to lay things flat out for you. I don't know what you and Jilian are going through. I don't know why you two have chosen to go your seperate ways. I don't know what it is about you that causes you to always look for the bigger better deal, but thats who you are. I just want to say a few things because I think I am your friend and it is a friends duty to tell you how he feels about something. If not then you should probably stop reading right now and just delete this. Love of the kind that you spoke of in entries past is a rare and beautiful thing. It comes along only once maybe twice a lifetime. You have been blessed enough to have had it twice. I know the who was the first time and I know that you and her have driven a wedge between the two of you that simply will never go away. I never really got to know the second. From what I understand though the two of you have been seperated by her parents. Here is what I think of what the two of ( ... )

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it's me... anonymous September 2 2002, 11:18:26 UTC
even though i do not know your friend dave that well,just from reading his last comment i think that he is a good friend to you. after thinking,i'm not sure that i did the right thing for our situation,but i know i did what felt right in my heart.hopefully this will not drive a "wedge" between us as he so rightly put it. you sounded kind of mad on the phone,and i'm not sure if it was because of me,or what,but i hope that everything works out.i WILL continue to wear the ring,because whatever happens you will always be a part of me.who knows,maybe Randy Marie will make you see what we had together,and my new experiences will lead me to the same thing.i just to think that we destroyed the good thing we had,but who knows yet what the future holds.come to think of it,with us breaking up,my dad did get exactly what he wanted,and it really irks me that even though he doesn't know about it,there'll always be him saying "i told you so" in the back of my mind.whatever your friends may say about us,please don't let it influence you in any ( ... )

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p.s..... anonymous September 2 2002, 11:20:23 UTC
maybe sometime i could meet your friends,because i feel like a traitor,like i'm part of the out crowd,and i'd really like to get to know some of them in the future,seeing as how i've heard so much about all of them.who knows,maybe everyone's perspective of our relationship will change once they actually know me and don't see me as the "evil child who's stupid father almost destroyed you"....bye for now

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emerald524 September 3 2002, 11:58:25 UTC
Hey there, Mike. Life has been treating me fairly well. I've been busy juggling between work, school, and a boyfriend. I don't know if you've heard, but I'm down in Texas now, and loving it. I'm a sociology major anticipating on going on to law school out on the East coast. My email is annie.frankovis@mail.utexas.edu if you want to give me a line some time. Take care.

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