Comments | dryadisvesperi: A true awakening...

dryadisvesperi

A true awakening...

Apr 10, 2002 03:26

So much searching and so much thinking and contemplating have been done in my life up until now about love. I have been very indecisive with myself until now with what I truly want in a love life. I decided one thing and then changed my mind not more than a few days after. It really was becoming quite unhealthy for my consciousness. I am glad ( Read more... )

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how is it that i could meet someone who so completes me and my everything? anonymous April 10 2002, 10:18:44 UTC

how is it that you seem to know my exact thoughts before i think them?when i first read your entry,my breath caught in my throat,and my heartbeat quickened,because i thought that you would be announcing to everyone that you had found someone else.i cannot describe in words how infinitely grateful i am that is not the truth.i promise to abide by your "requirements" for happiness,for they are the same for me.and the romance one,you had better know that will change AS SOON as i am able to see you.i have something to admit,the thought of you and i,in the most intimate settings are one of the only things that have gotten me through these lonely nights.and i promise to be on the same page with you about everything,from now on.even if it's something that might take awhile to work out,we will talk everything out,and find a compromise in our views if need be.when i first lost you,i wasn't sure if i could commit,or could let you commit for fear of breakin your heart again,but now i am ready to commit,and you have my entire heart.i've never met ( ... )

me again... anonymous April 10 2002, 10:24:02 UTC

keep me posted about your thoughts on the arizona thing,or whatever you plan to do.do you think that when my birthday comes next year,you would be able to go with me on the trip down if i leave the day i turn eighteen?i want my mom to see the man i love,and i want to show you the beauty that virginia has to offer.(namely..me!) hehe,just joking,i have not become conceited!and remember...
i love you with my width and breadth...
i love you with every miniscule particle of my body..
and i yearn to have you with me,inside me,and beside me...

I'm so happy - I just can't wait another year- it will be great... dryadisvesperi April 10 2002, 23:33:21 UTC

Well- sounds good with the whole arizona thing- though I doubt highly that I would end up going down there (probably too expensive anyway). As far as with us- I just can't wait until your next B-day. It is gonna be a long wait- but I'll keep a journal or something- or try to keep my mind of things as much as I can- just have to keep busy and I'll be fine I think. Well - I love ya- and I'm hoping to be with, on, in, and beside you soon. Later sweetie.

A Cautious Reminder... vulpessolus April 11 2002, 22:38:58 UTC

Hey, I'm glad you two are so happy! It's great that your relationship has survived the turmoil of the last several months, and from appearences, it has grown even stronger.

But beware. The embrace of love is warm and wonderful, but in this case it is also duplicitious. Love clings tightly, and is reluctant to slacken its ties. BY NO MEANS should they be severed!! However, by corresponding in this journal, you risk a great deal... please, be careful. I need say no more, because I'm sure you understand far better than I just how catastrophic the results could be. Perhaps a certain degree of obliqueness...?

I'm not trying to butt in or anything; I just want to see the happy future you two have envisioned come to fruitition. Right now, that future is still fragile, and it's not worth the risk to have it shattered by some cold, heartless entity.

Best of luck to both of you...

Yours in Brotherhood,
- Fitz

Re: A Cautious Reminder... dryadisvesperi April 12 2002, 00:58:51 UTC

Thank you my brother- I heed to warnings with a keen eye- but I also make these risks for the love to bloom to its full spendor.

As far as for this though- now that it has been said and agreed upon by my love and me, riskful communication on this note will slow to a mere occasional peep. I trust her that she will keep the strictest of caution in any further messages to me, and I will remain passive, using this journal as my place to express my feelings to her and to any others I hold dearly (including myself- for that is the main point).

once again- thank you for the warning- and sorry for past troubles- I mean well to true friends and brothers- even if it does not always show.