first off,what's wrong?why all the tears?am i the cause of all of them,or just some of them.if you have doubts about us meeting, don't worry about it.i want the time with you to be special,not for us to have to worry about being caught or something.i will call you tomorrow,and we can discuss it over the phone.things will work out in time,i am sure,but you have to make the first step of action for them to even begin to fall into place.if you want to move out,get a job,or talk to friends about rooming with them.i of all people know how oppressive staying at home can be.well,i have to go,because i have to work at three,but i WILL call you tomorrow. with lots of love and a little bit of apprehension~Jillian p.s.-honestly,are you having second thoughts about us??
well,here's that journal entry,as promised!i'm really glad that we got to talk,i think that that was a huge weight off of both of our shoulders,because we talked about stuff that had been bothering us,but hadn't been brought to light yet.i wish you all the best with randy marie,and hope that everything works out for you guys, as i'm hoping that you wish me luck in my future endeavors.i am certain that if what we had in the past is meant to be for both of our futures,that we will both know it in whatever turn of events may come.don't forget to keep me posted about EVERYTHING that happens!!!also,good luck with the job situation,and keep a "special" place for me.not necessarily where i used to be,but definitely a place reserved for me!hehe.i'm gonna be at the mall for awhile,and i'll check and see if you posted anything else before i leave,okay?here's to great,awesome memories and an even better future for both of us,no matter what may happen.from your ,who's now (happily) second to "the one" in your life right now.lots of love,now
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hey- just wanted to comment about this entry of yours, hopefully you see it quick- if you do - reply so i know. As much as i'm glad you are kewl with everyhting and all that- I don't feel comfortable yet totally announcing that i'm like all trying to get with randimarie, cause i don't wanna have people thinking her and I are totally an item and stuff yet, cause that's not how it is at the moment, and since most people that read this worked with both of us and there are a lot of hidden feelings and stuff people hold about everyone at camp, i just kinda wanna erase this reply you did, just because you do mention it as if her and i are a couple already, and i don't wanna sound like i'm already announcing her and i as that- since we aren't at least not yet. SO i just wanted to let you know before i erase it here, that way you aren't wondering where this reply of yours went-
reply to me when you've read this - so i know you won't be like freaking jilly- k?
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anonymous
September 2 2002, 11:25:04 UTC
i saw your reply,finally.if you want to erase it that is fine.i am sorry about making it seem like the two of you were already a couple. i was speaking in the future tense,and i'm sorry for the misunderstanding.but maybe,this would be a way for everyone to know what's going on,for those of you guys who worked at the camp?? i mean,if you were honest enough to tell me,maybe everyone else should find out this way.but whatever,you can erase it or not if you like,just telling you that i meant good luck in the future. love~Jillian
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