December 23, 2003...The day finally comes that I ask her the one unanswered question ( Read more... )

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As the saying goes nothing- good lasts forever. Dreams die hard and feelings with them. Perhaps that is why I will live and let live for this that is.

I remember when I received my first guitar back in fifth grade, I knew I wanted to be big. I had this dream you see- to be in a band and, as a band, be great. I met this kid in sixth grade who ( Read more... )

a side of me not enough expressed has been given space to work its craft ( Read more... )

My life as of late kinda sucks. My parents are trying to charge me 100 dollars a week rent because i haven't found a job in computers yet using my degree, even though the economy is just fuckin' terrible and there isn't a job out there- especially entry-level ones. Is it that I have to live a hard life in order for other's to live an easy one?! ( Read more... )

Hey all, has been a long time since i updated my journal. A lot of things have happened since the last post, first--- i got my degree in programming at WCTC!!! YAYY!!!! second- Devon and I are really really really close now, we are inseperable and stuff- and i'm loving it. I also, am now 21 years old and can drink and do all that zany shit, which ( Read more... )

At least I didn't get WIndows ME- i really would have had to hurt someone.


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just wanted everyone to know- fuckups can't take true criticisms.

Oh yeah- and it's easier to hide behind a facade of automatons who truely do make you feel right at home in life.

go fuckups! yay.

People say if you love someting let it go and if it comes back you know it's true. Well, what happens when you let it go 3 times, and it keeps coming back and hurting you more with each passing. What do you do to let it pass? How can you just stop loving someone you adore so much, who doesn't feel the same, but who chooses to toy with your ( Read more... )

You know, i would have liked to comment to davetelly's journal post itself and wish him what i felt he deserved, but i guess i'm no longer considered a friend. I don't know if i should be happy about this, or if i should be surprised. I know him and i haven't exactly seen eye to eye on things ever since shit happened between us a few years back, ( Read more... )