Birthday in 2 days. MSI in 4. my family wishes that josh was thier relative and not me. im beyond lonely at this point. i have such a nasty cough. i miss my old life, when things were good. i dont like this shitnowadays. i hate my life. i hate what ive become. the pot doesnt do much anymore, just a big hole sucking down my money, just like ( Read more... )

I need to start going to class. i need to stop smoking. i need to start feeling better about myself. i need to stop letting my life spiral into the abyss. after awhile it all catches up with me. i need to break these old habits. i need to let her go. i need some more cigerettes. i need a better paying job. i need to stop wasting my time. i need to ( Read more... )

so yeah. life. its.... life. it doesnt change. some new faces appear, old ones vanish. its the same routine, day in and day out. wake, school, work, sleep, repeat. one gigantic circle. i have met some pretty cool people recently. a few that strick my fancy actually, but nothing will ever come to be of that. anyone who knows me knows i dont date ( Read more... )

last night fucking rocked. got drunk with Steve, Cori, and Mikey. Cori so awesome. we fought somany time lastnight, butit was allin goodfun. i guess i eventually passed out upstairs but i lasted for hours this time.Cori is so gawd damned cool. buuuhhhh!!!! anyways. school sux cuz its school. and right now cori is making hash browns. welp im done on ( Read more... )

Been busy lately. first time online in days. cars still disabled. school has returned. skipping already. im so dumb. many new interesting people have surfaced up this year. some promising friends i think. Angela and Chris are there as alway. Gary and Eric are still closet fags together. theres a few new friendsive made who i need to definatly party ( Read more... )

When I watch you, wanna do you, right where you're standing yea ( Read more... )

Ok so lets get right down to task. So ive figured it out. kinda. ive always known just never knew how to word it. Ever since rebecca ive kinda latched onto chicks, but ive never reallygotten over her. i loved her so much though we were so wrongfor eachother. and ever since her, its seems like no other girl really wants me. i still even to this day ( Read more... )

Its all bunch of BS. everyone. im sick of all the same old shit from the same people. im tired of my shady friends, and those people that just annoy me to the max. im sick of childish people and thier childish ways. im done. im cuttin that shit outta my life like it was cancer. im done hanging out with these younger kids, im done chillin where the ( Read more... )

Oct. 19th, Mindless Self Indulgence will be at Clutch!!! Im so there, Steve is so in too, now its time to fill up the vehicles. its two days after my b-day so im gunna so be drinkin there, hehehe. So ladies and gentlemen, who wants in on our magical voyage to see one of the greatest bands ever?

You're cute as a care bear ( Read more... )