well i am just chillin' in the apartment... i called stacy today and we discussed apartment hunting plans. right now i am bored and there is no one to talk to. i guess i don't want to talk to anyone really. i don't have much to say. so i will take this time to update anyone who cares on whats goin gon with me. this thursday i am going to go ( Read more... )

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well i just finished up an amazing weekend with my jeffy. i must say though that i have a feeling of emptiness since he has left. i love him so much and we have so much fun together. its sad that i can only see him on the weekends though. oh well, i have no intentions of breaking up with him anytime soon...at all :) i put off calling stacy ( Read more... )

well i am on a break between classes right now. i thought i would update this since i never do, and apparently none of my friends do either... he he. so i have been having a rough time lately with life in general. but the best thing ever happened last weekend: things started to look up. i talked to jeffrey and he just listened to me and was very ( Read more... )

well i woke up this morning feeling sub-par as usual. why can't i wake up and feel refreshed, energized and ready to start the day? i always feel great at night and lousy in the morning. this morning in particular i am feeling nervous or maybe its dread... though i am not sure what its regarding. i'm not sad which is great because sad mornings ( Read more... )

this morning is starting out not so good. all i can say is that i feel yucky. all i really want is someone to hold me and also i want to go back to bed. there are a combination of reasons why i feel this way.... well i woke up with a sore throat and stuffy nose. i also am experiancing my favorite time of the month... or am about to... i hope. i ( Read more... )

i seem to have very little time. monday is the only time that i feel i can just sit. i am hopefully going to do well in school. it would be nice to get on the deans list or atleast bring up my gpa. jeff and i are both trying to get on the deans list. i am not sure if that is a hard goal or not, but i will try my best. i know i will need to ( Read more... )

alright. somethings are retarded. i am going to say that i don't care. i want to not care but at this rate i will care in a while and i hope to God that its not as bad as before. or maybe i can be the bigger person and ignore all of it. i really want to be that. i know one person who is... jeffy :) i want to be more like him. it takes a lot ( Read more... )

i just got back from camping at Tawas Point SP, let me say that besides the thunderstorms it was a fantastic trip. i had a blast. it was just me and jeff and as always we seemed to have grown even closer. school is about to start and tomorrow jeff and i are moving me into my apartment. and i am keeping him there till sunday. yay! then i'll see ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated this in awhile so i thought i would drop a line. i have a feeling though that this entry will still remain a bit on the short side. tonight i am not feeling the best. but overall the past weeks or whatever since i last updated have been good. school is about to start soon and i have been spending the past week or so ( Read more... )